Ya just scold me blame me kick me, whatever.
i don't know what i've become.


all i know is that everything is just a big pile of mess and i don't even know what i'm doing.
i just had enough things going on over at my side, and this somehow just really triggered my emotions?

you'll never get my perception of things cause you don't even know the story.
& you'll just keep thinking of it that way.
carry on; i really don't have to explain it to you since you're so bent on yours.
there has always been this barrier in between us.

and well, today's just another screwed day.



i always tend to ask myself, why things have to always turn out this way.